ADVENTageous

  • Jason Elder
  • Nov 21, 2007

ADVENTageous

I’m an average person. Okay, besides the frequent images of Jack Bauer saving the world, again, I think I’m average. I assume that many others feel the same was as I. There are some things that grate on me and there are some things, even simple things, in which I find great delight. I enjoy times of busyness where it seems I can defy the odds and get so many things accomplished and still have energy left over. I also enjoy times of quite where I can stop, relax and think about my life, where I’ve been, where I’m going, and what really makes it to the top-tier of my priority list. But most of all I have this inner urge to make a difference, to use the energy of my life as a force for God’s good in this world. Understand me, not to make my name great but to make his name great. It’s not always been like that, though. Let us proceed.

I became a believer when I was a teenager. I would hear these great stories, almost legends, of global missionaries and local Christians who seemed to give their all to God, even their very life. I began to think that God would ask me to give my all. He would call me to be a missionary that makes the American news for all the wrong reasons. I would live there in poverty, in a mud hut, and do most of my work around a campfire. Many would come to faith and I would eventually become a martyr. I would spill my life’s blood out on spiritually dry ground and a church would flourish from my seeds of sacrifice. Yes, God was going to ask all of me: my death.

Something life-altering has come about in my understanding of how God works. He has asked me to do things numerous times that I thought was impossible or outside my realm of finiteness. “I can’t do that. I don’t have it in me. I don’t have the skills or the patience or the fortitude!” I would honestly say to him. And yet the call went on. It wasn’t anything dangerous, really. All of my blood stayed on the inside of me, yet God was still asking for my all: my life. You see, I thought God would ask all of me and that meant he would write one big check--account empty, body empty, and eyes of young girls full of tears as they mourn for me in the afternoon sun. Obviously, I was wrong on several accounts.

Undoubtedly God does call some to martyrdom. For most of us, though, it is quite different. Often times he uses us in the lives of others as we surrender our own will and preferences and align ourselves with his. It’s amazing how differently this looks person to person. Depending on who you talk to you might find that following God’s will means moving, giving sacrificially, changing jobs, reconciling a relationship, holding our tongue and praying for the person who angers us so much. Sometimes it is a small choice here or there that, over time, produces a significantly different outcome and helps us become the person we’ve always wanted to be. Though tough, the outcome’s benefit usually exceeds obedience’s difficulty.   

Recently we’ve been talking about the Advent Conspiracy, which is about aligning ourselves with what God would like. We, of course, do not think it is wrong to give gifts. We all will give and receive gifts. It’s wonderful to celebrate with friends and family by exchanging gifts. It is also good to spend differently, by reconsidering our habits so that others might have what we take for granted. The main purpose of Advent Conspiracy is to cut away some of the things that clutter the nativity scene, which tells of the arrival of Jesus. But could it be that as I simply de-clutter my life and give Jesus the worshipful attention he deserves that I could actually help others, even something as simple as giving differently to my family? Could it be that by making a small change in one area can be used by God to affect change elsewhere? It’s an insane probability that only God could pull off! Though I may not do it perfectly this year I’m going to try, and if I fail I will fail forward upon the grace of God. This will not be the death of commercialism by any means, but this could mean for me a Christmas that gives new life and changes the world again, theirs and mine.